There was a time when it all went wrong..........
Leaping Boulders........on the spiritual path
I scoured the boards this morning and yup, there's some bad energy
floating around. Seems to be some last "test" going on in the month of
September.
Well, I for one am having a problem with this.........with the test, with the
takeover of my life (I mean what else can it be?), and then I started
thinking yesterday..........when did it all go wrong?
I've been feeling really jumbled. Last week I was listening to
Michelle Walling on her facebook page, revealing her true beliefs
about the matrix. It reminded me of an article I read a few
years back..........and actually the first time I read the article I was
only able to get half way through........then I went back and read it
again. I was totally unable to let this information into my consciousness.
.........and here it is back up again for review. The article is by
Cameron Day "Why I Am No Longer a Lightworker". If you do
a search in google you'll find it.
I cannot get clear on this information. Some of it makes sense and
would explain why our lives were hijacked.............but seriously
it's making me ill to even consider the possibility.
According to Cameron, Arch Angels are ARCHONS and
Ascended Masters are part of the false light system, just another way
to harvest our energy and feed the dark.
Are you feeling sick yet?
If I'm meant to have a re-awakening at this point in my life, I've got
to say it's much worse than the first time around. Seems almost cruel. Fluffy
clouds of light and love just went down the drain. All I feel is
deep sadness and heartache........all the while I'm really trying to
stay neutral.........I don't want to give my light to anyone at this point -
false light - negative entities............no one.
I've backed away from it all..........I can't read or listen to
another bit of dribble.
One of my first thoughts in recent days was: is this why
Karen Bishop disappeared, because she knew and she herself
couldn't get clear on what's really going on on planet earth.
I don't remember the date, but I remember the timing, it was
Spring 2008. I had gotten myself into such a mess with a
business partner and I had to decide whether or not to close
my business just to escape this entanglement.
I did close the business.
Next day there was a post from Karen............about disintagling
from 3d, walking away from that which no longer served us.
That was a huge confirmation for me at the time.
Next I remember a post from her that basically said we're in hold
again. The powers that be decided to stop the ascension process
to get more people on board...........and that's it, that's where
it's been ever since. I believe this post was in 2009.
and then it seemed our entire reality was hijacked in 2012
and we've just been "existing".
Well, I'm rambling at this point. I'm not a happy camper, I
can tell you that much.
Working on staying NEUTRAL.