I've been expanding in leaps and bounds........and barely hanging on by a thread. It's becoming quite clear to me that I desperately need to dropout of 3d. We can no longer exist with one foot in 3d and the other in 5d.............5d is Screaming for us to step fully in.
So, what the hell does all that mean. To me it means FEAR and I'm being called to walk through that fear. My Reality has become Surreal of late since my huge opening a few months ago.
.........and then this happens.
A light being in the night sky.
Light being photographed indoors.
and this
There are MANY beings in this old tree.
Maybe you can see them - I can see them clearly, part of my
clairvoyant opening.
So when one is having these type of paranormal experiences, how can
one just pop back into 3d? You can't, or I should say I can't.
A note on the ever thinning veil.............be prepared to "see" some
nasty astral gook. You've got to walk through the muck to get to the good stuff.
I've been mostly working with crystals, when I first scry I see images straight
out of a horror movie............not good. I will add that I spend a considerable
amount of time protecting myself and grounding before entering the realm of spirit.
I no longer put my attention on the astral characters and soon find myself
looking through a holographic window and there I see the beings of light -
you cannot mistake them. Their beauty, their energy and this feeling of home.
For me the ability to sustain myself in 3d has become unbearable.Everything
has become magnified - all the anger, pain, frustration, suffering that everyone
on the planet is experiencing is bombarding my energetic field. Can you say empath!
In the early 1950’s, Japanese scientists on the Island of Koshima witnessed a phenom within the Macaque Monkey population. Some of the monkeys started washing their sweet potatoes prior to eating them and gradually this new learned behavior spread to the younger generation, through observation and repetition.
It is said that once this new pattern hit the 100th monkey, this behavior spread across the waters to monkeys on nearby Islands. Author Ken Keyes Jr. further popularized this theory in his book The Hundredth Monkey, applying the 100th monkey effect to human society and how to effect positive change.
Generation Y
I believe my Gen Y adult son actually paved the way for me to step out of the box and look at life from a different perspective.
He didn’t accept you do it this way because that’s how it’s done mentality. What exactly does generation Y know that we the progressive baby boomers are missing?
Setting the stage: My son acquired a job with a local computer repair franchise. The owner had taken a liking to him and his work skills; he tried to teach my son about the business side of running a store.
My immediate response was that I was so thrilled for my son to have this opportunity so early in his work career and he could have some stability and maybe one day he could have his own franchise.
My son: Mom, this is not a good thing. I am making $10.00/hr and the owner wants me to take over his business. Why would I do this? What is the incentive for me to do so, a one dollar raise in a year?
Me: Because that’s the way you play the game. Get in on the ground floor and grow with the company.
My son: You don’t understand, I could run the business right now on my own. Why would I want to grow his business? Why would I want to put all my skills, energy and talent into someone else? The way it’s always been done is wrong Mom.
Ding! Ding! Ding!
Alarm bells were ringing in my head. My initial response was: nonsense. Upon further reflection I realized how right my son was. I had played the game my whole life; grew with company after company. Invested sweat equity into someone else’s dream. What did I have to show for it?
Crossing the Bridge and Taking the Plunge Together
Boomers are a tenacious group. We are change shifters; we’ve been through wave after wave of massive change during the course of our lives. I find the Gen Y group on a whole to be apathetic – because they know there’s a better way.
Can you imagine the possibilities if Boomers and Gen Y joined forces! We could create an entirely new paradigm for the generations to come. A paradigm of freedom, self responsibility and a new way to live and be in the world. We could do this together.It would take just a few of us to effect this change in the world, following the 100th Monkey theory.
IN THE NOW
.........and isn't this what scientist Rupert Sheldrake has been shouting from the rooftops......morphic resonance; tapping into the morphic field and through the 100th monkey phenom pulling in what you need. The field of possibilities. I witnessed this first hand after years of study and working with reiki and one day I just new that anyone could channel healing, that it was no longer necessary to go through initiations. It was there, in the morphic field for the taking. Food for thought.
I have no idea what's going on but I do know that I have once again reconnected to source energy at an accelerated pace, after being in a void for years. When in this open mode it's truly amazing what we can open ourselves to receive. In a few short weeks I've been led to several new healing modalities and I was able to get in and out rather quickly.........no attachments!
To be clear, I was introduced to two new healing modalities that at first seemed very appealing but there were aspects to both that left me with an uncomfortable feeling. So instead of going down a long rabbit hole, I was able to immediately discern that these programs are just not for me.
Now I feel clear once again!
What feels right to me at the moment is further developing my scrying skills..........yup, seems that's what's happening, kind of. For the moment my clairvoyant skills are actually falling into more of the scrying category. I am seeing images, scenes, animals while looking at crystals. Although I am also experiencing wild third eye activity as I try to fall asleep and yes, there are images in these moments. So I'm cooking and have yet to fully bloom!
I've also noticed my Manifestation abilities coming on-line. I wish to God there was a handbook for all this stuff!
So in October I was slated to receive a raise and the thought that I kept sending out to the universe was "please let this raise be enough for me to purchase health insurance through my company"........and yup, that's exactly what I got! I didn't realize it at first as the raise was not much to write home about and I thought for sure not enough to cover insurance premiums. Then in November the company announced their new insurance program with reduced premiums and my raise covered the exact amount for me to get insurance. I laughed outloud at the humor of the universe.
Be sure to Manifest with Purpose and be clear, very clear!
Well, I did get a little distracted from my Andara crystals this past weekend. I ended up working with several clear crystal quartz that have been in my possession for 30+ years.
Oh, I also managed to figure out what's happening to me, thanks to a conversation with a mentor. Seems my clairvoyant abilities have popped wide open - this I attribute to the Erica Rock video previously posted.
It's a bit jumbled at the moment and I need to hone my skills and I'm finding that I need to ask more questions of the crystals. It's wonderful to be able to see all these images, but what is the story they're trying to tell?
So I worked with this clear crystal quartz that brought me to tears. I'm calling it "The Animal Kingdom". It was animals - all animals; domesticated and wild. There were some people here and there, but mostly it was the animal kingdom. This is a crystal that is and has always been near my
energy field.
Let me tell you, the difference in the energy of the quartz and andara is truly amazing! The quartz were definitely more earthy and the andara is 5d - ethereal, light, cosmic and playful. I can truly understand and appreciate why people are saying the andara energy is for NOW as we make our way through the shift and out of 3d density. Yes, the crystal quartz felt heavy and dense. The andara's feel light and magical.
Back to this clairvoyant thing - when I did a search and read several explanations, I kind of fit into what's being described. Either you see images or movies inside your head or outside your head. BUT, I am seeing the images/movies inside the crystals. So, is my 3rd eye projecting these images into the crystals? Could be, I have no idea and I choose to just open, receive and dive in! I'm really struggling with not going all mental on this, as I do have a desire to understand. What I keep hearing is to just allow and all will be revealed. Imagine trying to keep your day job through this experience! Holy moly, it's been rough!
While falling asleep last night holding onto my amber andara (Amber Andara Journey), I awoke at 4am uncontrollably sobbing. Round three of my family three day interaction left me emptied out, numb and completely questioning everything.
There was something that my cousin said that revealed to me that it was my sister - the closest person in the world to me - who was the impetus for the three day onslaught of caring family manipulation.
The pain of my sister's betrayal rose from my belly into fits of uncontrollable sobbing this morning. I'm not sure if it was the amber andara, increase in intuitive perceptions or just my knowing barometer went sky high, what I do know is the truth. It was all revealed to me; when, where, how and why.
It was a pretty amazing process and revealed so much.
I know my sister loves me. I also KNOW that all is in Perfect Divine Order.
Ram Dass: You'll know just how spiritual you are at your next family gathering.
FAIL or Divine Perfect Order
You would think that after 35 years on a dedicated spiritual path that I could figure this family thing out. NOT. I was triggered by every trigger possible. Although I arrived at Mom's house for Thanksgiving in relatively high vibrations, by evening I was a complete mess. I had lost my footing and lost my center. On top of that I directed the anger inside, chastising myself for not doing a better job. I really lost my way in one single night........and the next night too and today will be round three.
We have family visiting from out of town and my presence is required. Why, I don't know. The family punching bag? Seems all the focus has been on me.........oh, could be I carry too much light and this could be the attraction? I tried, really tried to pull my energy in.
I have been independent since age 18. Always took care of myself, my son and life's daily responsibilities, until ascension brought me to my knees. I lost everything. My family called it mid-life crisis, I on the other hand know that my soul took me through a dark night experience and I came out the other end - house foreclosed, bankruptcy, business failed and physically ill. I was so ill that I needed my family to come get me and literally take care of me aka financially support me for six months while I pulled myself together. Which never really happened, I've been treading.
Treading = Surviving
My Mom divulged my entire life to the two cousin's who are visiting, although we're close I wasn't expecting that they were aware of the minute details of my life. Our conversations verged on them quite bullying me. So, why can't you get your shit together? Why don't you do this or that? Why didn't you plan for your future? This is all coming from my Mom's concern for me ........I'm so trying to get clarity on all this. Needless to say I feel like shit and not looking forward to round three. Let's also throw in my Mom's betrayal.........oh yes, it feels like that to me.
So, there you have it and I'm looking forward to crawling right back into my cocoon when the family leaves today!
I joined a few "ascension" groups on facebook just to keep up with the latest news. What I'm finding is much suffering among the Indigo's. My heart fills with compassion when I witness this suffering - because it is real.
I myself have the rebellious traits of an indigo but I am a wayshower, and as such I feel that the older lightworkers enjoyed more of a natural birth process vrs. the shot of pitocin the indigo's were dealt!
The wayshowers had years of playing in the metaphysical field before being thrown into the stair steps of Ascension. We had a toolkit, we had practices to fall back on to get us through.
But weren't we all surprised when the day came and we realized that our old tools in the new 4d/5d energies were no longer applicable to this now moment. So now we're all in the same boat!
Stuck in the Muck Together!
Here are some tips that have helped me in my daily life:
1. Do something creative every single day. Force yourself. Even if all you can do is keep a journal of dreams, do this. This process will shift your state of mind.
2. Pray. Seriously pray in whatever way that means to you. I mix it up with traditional prayers and I AM discourses working with St. Germaine and the violet ray.
3. Allow yourself to receive. Lightworker's are the first to always give and we have a hard time receiving. Allow yourself to receive, this will ease your way.
4. Faith. I have always had a strong faith in purpose. There is a purpose and reason for all that we endure on this ascension journey. Know this in your heart. Let your heart guide the way.
5. Let go, let God (Source). Stop fighting and surrender. A mantra that I often say: thy will, not my will oh Lord..........say it over and over and over.
When you allow the Divine to take over your life, to fulfill your soul's purpose, you find that you're suddenly in the flow. Not fighting and clawing to hang on............just flowing and then the synchronicity starts to kick in and life just seems to get easier.
I've been brought to my knees several times along this journey and when I thought it was over, I was beyond done, that's when I was able to rise again.
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Most importantly, get yourself an Andara Crystal! I became un-stuck when I started working with the Andara's.......or I should say they started working with me. Do nothing, just keep the Andara close to you. Change will happen. You will immediately notice that your energy will lighten, you will be transported out of the physical ascension symptoms mind set into a much higher resonance. I actually caught myself singing the other day.....I feel lighter and brighter.
Do not randomly order Andara's off the internet..........oh yes there are people selling glass stones and calling them Andara's. Here are some trusted sites with the real thing:
Wear a pendant and they will come! Erica says the energy from a pendant not only changes your vibration, but the vibration of those around you. People will be attracted to your energy - things will move.
Last night I quickly made a rough wrap for a tiny brilliant yellow Andara that I have......I am armed for Thanksgiving dinner!
Brilliant Yellow Andara Crystal
You know Ram Dass said it best: You'll know just how spiritual you are at your next family gathering. Try to hold your center!
Have a Happy Thanksgiving - and be sure to give thanks!
Truth be told I have edited this blog so many times, deleting writings as I shape shift; aka twist myself into a pretzel on my way through this process. Do you think I would have thought to save files..........of course not!
So, to stat anew yet again!
I AM vibrating so high at this moment that it's hard not to just bask in this light and walk away from this blog! There it is........I've been in a very high vibration for the past 10 days due to my introduction to Andara Crystals and unable to write, but now I must! If one person reads this blog then I've done my job to spread the light.
Through a sequence of events...........and that would be spirit hitting me with a 2x4, I was led to the work of Erica Rock
This video blew my mind wide open.......and my crown chakra.............and my third eye!
Backing up just a wee bit..............a few month's ago a friend told me I needed to get some andara crystals, that they carry the energy of Lemuria. Well of course she knows how I love all things magical and most especially all things MU and Lemuria. So I did, I ordered two stones. They arrived, I played with them a little, thought I saw "something" in the Merlin Green Andara, but I brushed it off and promptly put these crystals away..............until, spirit kept nudging me, take them out and explore.
I did a search on google and found a deck of Andara Oracle Cards - that have been infused with the energy of each of the 44 Andara stones that are available at this time. These cards were produced by Erica Rock! Don't you just love how spirit works!
It was Sunday morning, coffee in hand and I find this video on youtube. I cannot put into words what transpired, to put it mildly you will have an experience. As Erica held up each of 7 stones, I found myself reading the stones. I'm talking full blown color scenes, animals, people and ancient cities. Different time periods, levels of dimensions............all this and more I could see. What?
3d calling...........yes, I have to work on Sunday and I could barely pull myself together. I was wired, I was buzzing, my crown was exploding and I simply had no idea what had just happened. Did I see what I thought I saw? I've been back to the video several times to confirm, yup!
Of course I immediately wrote to Erica (please tell me I'm not going nuts)..............oh yes she says, the Andara are Master beings that are here now to help us with the shift. Some people can see the beings, other's feel the energy. You have been awakened to the andara energy.............I have been awakened on this journey so many times, in a multitude of ways. But I am here to tell you I have and I am transforming and quickly and it's only been 10 days! Talk about acceleration.......and that's exactly what the Andara Crystal energy will do; accelerate your journey.
...........and taking it up a notch, Erica Rock gives grace blessings that further advance your process. So I say what are you waiting for, step out of the daily "ascension" symptom woes and into acceleration!
ok, I hear your mind..................yes, Rock is really her last name!
Everyday for the past six months I've walked the same path with my dog Cosmos. We would round the bend and come upon this huge majestic palm tree, within the hairy tusks lived hundreds of tiny finches. They were so adorable popping their heads out of these pockets around the tree. Cosmos and I would stare up at this display of morning chirping.......and it made us happy.
Last week they cut this tree down to the ground and my immediate thought was "do trees get phantom pains." Second thought, what happened to all the birds, where are they living now.
Oh, the Life of an Empath
In my neck of the world on the east coast of Florida hurricane Matthew
managed to brew quite a bit of damage. Behind my home was a
huge willow tree - a great protector. Unfortunately the powers that
be decided to cut it down, stump and all.
I have been so affected by the loss of these magnificent trees that
I'm considering moving!
Do Trees Get Phantom Pains?
My Gram was a double amputee, I remember as a young teen
soothing her as she screamed out in pain from phantom pains.
The limb is no longer there but the residual pain remains.
Yes, I do believe with all my heart that trees get phantom pains.
As a matter of fact, as an empath I am feeling these pains daily.
I have a very wise friend who told me about creating a magic book! So this falls in the category of a vision board or keeping a journal. My magic book travels everywhere with me!
Unlike a vision board or journal, my magic book contains "in the moment" ideas............that is the whole idea behind it! Sure, you can include pictures, but really it's about capturing those fleeting creative thoughts that float in anytime of the day. You know the ideas that we tend to forget as the day goes on............so we lose them!
How many times have you been trolling the internet and you find an awesome website, that someday, somehow you would like to reference back to. Do you hit the favorites button on your computer...and how many times has your computer crashed and you lost all your favorites?
My Magic Book has become my right arm wherever I am, it is here that I have a collection of inspired thoughts, ideas, pictures, websites and anything else that attracts my attention.
My personal book is a collage of information and this format works for me, it's like opening presents on christmas morning! I love spending time scanning all the pages in my book. Creative Clutter is better than Idle Neatness.
On the other hand, I made a Magic Book for my niece with tabs and sections, categorizing things she loves. So her book has just a little more structure to it and now all she has to do is fill in the blanks.
I pulled an old book off the shelf yesterday Astrological Secrets for the New Millennium by Laurie Baum. Originally published in 1997. I was really surprised at how consistent this information is with what Seth Godin is now purporting in his new book The Icarus Deception: How High Will you Fly?
Laurie outlines the Seven Secrets for the New Millennium:
-Breakdown
-Confrontation
-Experimentation
-Dissolution
-Rebuild Your Reality
-Integration
-Harmony
I don't think I need to delve into the top four items on her list - we've been experiencing these very things in our world and daily lives. It's the re-building part I'm interested in. Here are her brief statements for the following:
Rebuild Your Reality - Your thoughts, visualizations and prayers are powerful tools to magnetize what you need. You can create your new reality.
Integration - Express the truth of who you are. Bring more of your soul's energy into your daily life.
Harmony - Join with a group of like minded others. Experience the connectedness between all people and all things.
I just love the synchronicity! Seth, in his new book talks about going from the one hundred year old Industrial Economy to the Connection Economy - he purports it will take the bravery, the guts, the vulnerability of an artist to make this switch. Seems Laurie was saying the very same thing back in 1997 as she peered into our future using astrology as her tool. Great book by the way, good reference material.
Seth thinks we can really take off..........and pleads for us to do so!
You've got to love Kindle, you want a book and there it is in your hands within minutes. You can read the first chapter of The Icarus Deception for free on Amazon.
Words from Seth
This is a book about committing to do work that is personal, that requires guts and that has potential to change everything. Art is the act of a human being doing generous work, creating something for the first time, touching another person. This is a book about why each of us should make art. Why it's worth the price and why we can't wait.
We're Leaving the Industrial Economy Behind and
Stepping into the Connection Economy
An artist is someone who uses bravery, insight, creativity and boldness to challenge the status quo.
Art isn't a result; it's a journey. The challenge of our time is to find a journey worthy of your heart and soul.
This book is about aha moments................empowering and uplifting. It calls us to take massive action in our lives as we create the new Connection Economy.
An artist on any level will immediately identify with Seth's words. To do art in any form you are putting your authentic self out on the table - and that takes a hell of a lot of guts to do. He's basically saying that the new Connection Economy will require everyone to have the heart of an artist, whether you have a career in banking, internet marketing, hair stylist - it doesn't matter. It's time to lead with our hearts, with our creativity, with our souls. It's time to get real.
If you are an artist, teetering on the edge of whether to go all in - this book will encourage, support and uplift you on your journey and convince you that you really have no other choice, now is the time to go all in.
"To make us feel small in the right way is a function of art; men can only make us feel small in the wrong way." E. M. Forster
The small feeling produced by art comes from dancing with our muse and allowing our inspiration to take us somewhere the resistance would rather avoid. We feel small in the face of magic and connection. Feeling small gives us the guts to create something bigger, bigger than ourselves, the art of human connection and the gift of generosity.
On the other hand, the critic who seeks to beef himself up at our expense diminishes no one but himself.
I came across a picture of one of the original fairy houses I was creating back in 2008, seems so long ago!
Mind you, this design was pre the monolithic designs that artists are creating today - the designs that ultimately squashed my desire to continue building fairy houses....ahhhh
When I started creating fairy houses I was actually living in the country, out in the woods! So everything I used to build the houses came from the natural environment; twigs, sticks, pebbles, moss, straw and then I was using added herbs like lavender, rose and chamomile. All the furniture was hand crafted; including four poster beds. Oh what fun I had, truly unleashed my creativity! But I just couldn't compete in the fairy house market.
I clearly remember in 2007 finding Etsy on the internet..............and I would spend hours in creative awe! But to me the then fairy house creations lacked complete creativity. Basically, people were taking wood bird houses and calling them fairy houses.........and that's when I started creating my very own nature huts, which sold for $20.00!
.....and as we all know then this huge market exploded with artists actually carving wood stumps out of trees, adding lights, chandeliers, store bought doll furniture............and these were selling for over $200! Oh they were so beautiful and beyond creative these palatial fairy houses!
I did learn a huge lesson from all this........I loved making my very own fairy houses and I never should have stopped, who knows just how far I would have taken my creativity.
Now I've tapped into a new market of creating up-cycled clothing. Sometimes I get discouraged, but this time I'm just going to keep going because no matter what I love to create and I really need to channel that energy, as we all do!
