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Because of this bliss note I will be looking into their other products!

Serving the False Light

When you have power house teacher's, one after the other

swearing off the New Age........you've got to be scratching

your head saying what's up on planet earth?

Are you confused?

I for one didn't see this separation coming from within the ranks and

I certainly don't have the answers as to what is absolute truth. But I do believe

we're in observe and discern mode.

This false light came into my awareness when I first attempted

to read an article that was circulating called "Why I am no longer

a lightworker".........I couldn't read it, it made me sick to even think

it was possible.

Article Here

So, I ignored the article and went about my life.  Then the fallout

from Doreen Virtue - seriously, how many Doreen Virtue card

decks do you have?  She advises burning them and she's working

feverishly to pull them from shelves, most especially the Ascended

Masters Deck.

Then Michelle Walling (in5d, How to Exit the Matrix).......says

we're in a hologram run by negative ET's posing as Ascended Masters

and Arch Angels and we're feeding them our light/energy.....serving the

false light. 

Now Michelle Manders has come out full force renouncing the 

New Age/Metaphysics.......calling it poison!  She literally burned all her

spiritual books, card decks and has sworn off anything metaphysics. She gave her

crystals back to the earth. She has done an

about face on her life as a New Age guru, astrologist and

channeler.  Much like Doreen Virtue, Michelle has turned to God and

Jesus of the New Testament.

........and for those who remember Karen Bishop, she too questioned the
source of her messages.

We also have a few who previously were channels and now clearly state
that they are giving messages from their higher selves and NOT from
a channeled source.

Returning to the article, Why I am no longer a lightworker.......yes,

I went back and read it!

OBSERVE and DISCERN 

 What is your truth? 

So I've been sitting with these revelations for a few weeks,
actually going through a period of mourning, to even think that
it was possible I served a false light in any way. Now that
it's truly in my awareness I must say that I have eliminated
calling on Ascended Masters, with the exception of Jesus and
discontinued calling on all Arch Angel interventions.   
I preface all prayers, mantra's, etc. asking for a connection to the true source, 
the true light. I refuse to listen to ANY channeled information (well, I've
been feeling this way for quite sometime).  

When I first awakened, it was as if every sense was heightened, every clair opened
full bloom.  I went from automatic writing to channeling in a heart beat.
At first it was special and felt sacred..........but really, the "Dearly Beloved"
just got to me..........and I shut this gift OFF.  No one told me to
do it, it came from inside of me - and I think we're all at the
point of knowing inside of ourselves what feels right, good, beautiful,
sacred..........and knowing what doesn't.  We have to come into balance
within ourselves.

I recently did a search for a teacher that came into my life in the early 2000's, seems she
wrote a book in 2010 (which I haven't read yet) but I thought the title
was so fitting for this post:

Just Roll Over and Float! 

and so I shall.........as we go through this dimensional shift and
shifts within the ranks!  

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Infynite Gold Miracles: ORMUS and CBD 

and the previous show:

Infynite Gold Starseed Gateway Skincare System

I love, love these products and the creation story behind these products!

Main ingredients: ORMUS - GOLD - SCALAR energy

My favorite product is their High Frequency Healing Salve........well,

I have a few other favorites too!

Down-Up Ascension

What if?

I had never heard of this Ascension path?  Would I have been better off?  Would

I be in an asylum - what with all these down-up crazy symptoms.  

Did I have a choice?

I had a group of solid "metaphysical" friends, teachers and mentors back in

the late 90's into the early 2000's............we went to classes together, had

gatherings, reiki healing circles, full moon ceremonies, we played 

together and prayed together.

I look at my metaphysical years as my teaching years; the years I spent

gathering an arsenal of tools to assist on the journey.

.......and then my life took a turn.  While most other's continued on their

metaphysical journey, I veered off onto the ascension path.

How the hell did I get here?

Not only did I lose my community but I became a hermit.  I don't know

how it's possible to ascend and NOT be a hermit.  The masters and sages

went off into caves to get through this part of the journey, trust me, if

I could go off into a cave, that's exactly where I need to be.

I was listening to a video from Michelle Manders, she recently

went from New Age guru, to ditching everything and turning to the Bible, 

similar to Doreen Virtue. Oh, there's a trend happening here.

She actually burned all her books, tarot cards and swore off astrology, 

which was her forte - along with channeling Mary Magdalene, Kuthumi, etc. 

She said this:  Metaphysics is about God's creations, not about God.

This totally resonated with me.  

But this really brought stuff up for me and it was revealing.......First off one

of the very first things that happened to me when I found myself on

the ascension timeline was that I merged - the spiritual and metaphysical.

I integrated these aspects, after separating them for so long.  

But what was revealing to me was that when I was listening to Michelle I

realized how in the darkest moments,   although I have a million tools 

in my toolkit(healing modalities, rituals, etc)

I will always turn to the rosary - which undoubtedly comes from my Christian

up-bringing.  Yes, in the darkest hour it is God, Jesus or Mary that I turn to.

I really find that very curious.  Not sure what it fully means yet. 

I'm not sure where I read this but it also rings true........we have to descend

(incend) to ascend.  It seems to be a plausible explanation for the down-up

ascension path.

I have to say, knowing just doesn't seem to make this journey 

any easier.

There Was a Time When it all Went Wrong......

There was a time when it all went wrong..........

Leaping Boulders........on the spiritual path

I scoured the boards this morning and yup, there's some bad energy

floating around.   Seems to be some last "test" going on in the month of

September.

Well, I for one am having a problem with this.........with the test, with the

takeover of my life (I mean what else can it be?), and then I started

thinking yesterday..........when did it all go wrong?

I've been feeling really jumbled.  Last week I was listening to

Michelle Walling on her facebook page, revealing her true beliefs

about the matrix.  It reminded me of an article I read a few

years back..........and actually the first time I read the article I was

only able to get half way through........then I went back and read it

again.  I was totally unable to let this information into my consciousness.

.........and here it is back up again for review.  The article is by

Cameron Day "Why I Am No Longer a Lightworker".  If you do

a search in google you'll find it.

I cannot get clear on this information.  Some of it makes sense and

would explain why our lives were hijacked.............but seriously

it's making me ill to even consider the possibility.   

According to Cameron, Arch Angels are ARCHONS and

Ascended Masters are part of the false light system, just another way

to harvest our energy and feed the dark.

Are you feeling sick yet?

If I'm meant to have a re-awakening at this point in my life, I've got

to say it's much worse than the first time around.  Seems almost cruel. Fluffy

clouds of light and love just went down the drain.  All I feel is

deep sadness and heartache........all the while I'm really trying to

stay neutral.........I don't want to give my light to anyone at this point -

false light - negative entities............no one.

I've backed away from it all..........I can't read or listen to

another bit of dribble.  

One of my first thoughts in recent days was:  is this why

Karen Bishop disappeared, because she knew and she herself

couldn't get clear on what's really going on on planet earth.

I don't remember the date, but I remember the timing, it was

Spring 2008.  I had gotten myself into such a mess with a 

business partner and I had to decide whether or not to close

my business just to escape this entanglement.

I did close the business.

Next day there was a post from Karen............about disintagling

from 3d, walking away from that which no longer served us.

That was a huge confirmation for me at the time.

Next I remember a post from her that basically said we're in hold

again.  The powers that be decided to stop the ascension process

to get more people on board...........and that's it, that's where

it's been ever since.  I believe this post was in 2009.

and then it seemed our entire reality was hijacked in 2012

and we've just been "existing".

Well, I'm rambling at this point.  I'm not a happy camper, I

can tell you that much.  

Working on staying NEUTRAL.

Personal Energy Log

July 24, 2018..I had something happen yesterday.....I was in my kitchen when all of a sudden I felt this electric shock/pulse across my lower back, just below my waist. omg it hurt, like needles.

July 29, 2018 omg, purging here, as if there was anything left! I've been sick to my stomach every single morning this week.

July 31, 2018 holy smokes......did you feel that? A huge wave just about knocked me out. My head was pounding, heart racing, over the top nausea....I ran out to the grass and anchored/grounded. Lots of anxiousness floating around. wow, I feel like somebody beat me up!


August 5, 2018 I had the electric shock/pulse again, this time across my leg.

August 13, 2018 Over the top, have to lay down or fall down nausea.

August 14, 2018  This takes the cake!  Just a few hours ago I had this fluttering vibration stabbing into my left ear.  It continued for atleast an hour.  I have never felt anything like this before.  Did lots of muscle testing to see if I needed to call an ambulance..........kept getting no, it was energy related.  It finally stopped.......trying to trust this process.

Not sure the exact date, but there was a day when out of nowhere my thumb on my right hand just started throbbing.  I thought I had been bitten by something, but there were no marks to be found.  It hurt like hell, throbbing and then severe stiffness, the pain radiated into my wrist.  This lasted all night into the next day and then poof..........it was gone!  What a relief that was!

This process is really starting to feel very masochistic in nature.  What's that about?

Deva of the Park

 

 Original photo

Enlarged photo of the Deva!

Now that I know what to look for I'm seeing all kinds of things!

I was drawn to this tree and I could see with the naked eye this

lovely heart face protrusion coming off this very old tree. 

Of course I only had my cell phone to take the pic........so next

time I'll be more prepared!

Nature is speaking to us............we just need to pay attention.

The Lions Gate 8/8

This is from Amanda Ellis...........I really love her work!

Aluna Ash Clairvoyant 9D
Her work is awesome and lately she's been providing
daily energy updates

MAP, Medical Assistance Program

I started working with MAP 7/17/18............and I must say something is working!

While reading We Are Not Alone by Atala Dorothy Toy, she mentioned that

on her journey she had incorporated the MAP program.........so I went digging

in my vast spiritual library to find that I had a copy of the MAP book.

Actually,  I've been noticing that I'm utilizing books/tools that I purchased years

ago and for whatever reason they didn't resonate at the time, or I was too busy, or my 

vibration just wasn't up to snuff for the material presented.  NOW I seem to be ready and

I'm integrating information from 15-20 years ago. It's like being given a second

opportunity to open/allow/receive.

The MAP program was developed by Machaelle Small Wright through her

connection with the elemental kingdom; nature spirits, deva's and also

the Ascended Masters.  Her life's work are the flower essences she creates

from her gardens at Perelandra. 

Perelandra Center for Nature Research

 It's about working with your team. 
-The overlighting deva of healing
-Pan
-The White Brotherhood Medical Team
-Your Higher Self

You can incorporate flower essences, Perelandra
essences or in my case I'm using Bach Flower Essences since
I have an entire kit.  (one of those tools that's been sitting around
in my closet).  You can work with MAP and choose not to
use essences.  Although using the essences really helps
with the emotional healing aspects......and as we know all
health issues initially manifest in the emotional body.

I've mentioned before that I follow a group on facebook
that speaks to the symptoms and changes people are
experiencing while going through Ascension.  Usually I
find myself in the throws of symptoms just like everyone
else, but this has not been true for the past 3 weeks.  So it's either
the MAP program or the flower essences that have helped
tremendously in balancing my energy.  I've definitely experienced
a huge change and am not having the typical Ascension swings; moods
all over the place, up/down energies, etc.

So discipline is needed when working with the MAP program.......and I was
ripe and ready for the challenge and commitment!

You do need the book to fully understand the process, it's not complicated
but there are steps to follow.  It's so sacred........that's been my
experience so far.  To have this connection to a team, to be able to be
transparent in that which you hold in your heart.  To know that you're
able to receive assistance with mind/body/spirit issues.  To have a
protocol to rely on and to ease this spiritual path..........has been beyond
awesome!

The sessions are called Coning Sessions, the coning is a protective
space where you meet with your team.  In your very first session you have
what is called a Scanning session, where you meet your team and they
scan your being to assess your needs.  During this session you will ask
your team for a visual symbol, or a word so that in future sessions you
can use this symbol to connect with your team.

Holy Moly..........truly I was blown away!  I was in my first scanning
session, feeling pressure in my 3rd eye, crown........some tingling in my
feet and hands.  Loads of colors were streaming in; green, purple, indigo....
they were coming in waves.  I had massive ear ringing.........and then
I asked to see my symbol.  Everything stopped, and there before me was
a blank white screen and all of a sudden a triangle appeared outlined in
a vibrating neon blue and then a half moon circle appeared in the brightest white.

I knew then this program was for real..............

The program does incorporate muscle testing which is explained in the
book.  I alternate between muscle testing and using my pendulum.  Basically for
three weeks I've been doing a coning session 2x per week, 40 minutes each session
 and I've been  making and using flower essence treatment bottles,
taking them 2x per day mixed with 8 oz of water.

I use my pendulum to choose essences, ask how many drops I need
for each, how many times per day and for how many days.  When I have
a session I ask if I need to add an additional essence to my remedy.

I'm so grateful that I found this program again.........
it's working wonders!

What do you CHOOSE?

WHAT

DO YOU

CHOOSE?

Linda Good McGillis 

In almost all of her videos (look her up on facebook) Linda will

say these haunting words........What do you choose?

I say haunting.........because about a month ago I found

myself waking up in the middle of the night and speaking

outloud!

I choose joy

I choose love

I choose grace

I choose goodness

I choose mastery

I choose beauty

I choose abundance

I choose wonder

I choose happiness

I choose light

I choose...........

Once that happened I immediately became conscious of

what I was choosing...........so this is part of my

everyday, morning and night.  

Say it until you mean it!

It's a simple question and oh so triggering!

 

Mantra for Every Day!

Please Use Me in the

Highest Possible Service

and

Show Me the Way

Judith Kusel

Caravan Dreams

For years I’ve had this recurring dream where I’m traveling in a caravan, each dream bringing a new adventure my way.  I only wish I could wake up remembering the specifics of the dreams. I do know from my dream research that a house or vehicle represents You in the dream!  So I can only assume it must be the gypsy in my soul calling me on to adventure. 

To me, traveling represents freedom and the ability to search out hidden mysteries on the journey.  What is so amazing to me is that in real life my home is my castle.  Not that I have attachments to things, but definitely an attachment to the security of a home.  So perhaps I’m being called to break out of the cocoon I’ve created for myself; to stretch, expand and soar to higher heights.

When Adversity Strikes

A few years ago at my absolute lowest point when everything and anything could go wrong – and it did.  It seemed I had emergency after emergency; crisis after crisis and at the time I felt that I could not ask for help…yet again.  So when the water heater blew (that was after the AC unit died and the cesspool backed up all over the lawn) I knew I had to find a way to work with what I had.

Reluctantly at first, I set about boiling water, washing my hair in the kitchen sink and taking sponge baths. I was really in the poor me's and resistant to this daily task until I read an article about a woman who had no water to her home and was walking two miles daily to the stream to collect a bucket of water that she would boil on an outside fire pit. Somewhere in America.

The ritual she described brought tears to my eyes, not because of the struggle she endured but how she was able to face this adversity.  She didn’t view her situation as a hardship at all, but as a sacred journey and an adventure.  A journey she looked forward to everyday as she made her way through the forest with her beloved pet by her side.  She kept a diary of her experiences and escapades tromping through the forest; collecting wild berries, watching the critters in nature and leisurely bathing in the stream.

Enchantment Beckons

I survived my experience for close to a month when my cousin, who happened to have a plumbing business found out.  Of course I was most grateful for the assistance, but a part of me had grown to love this bathing ritual and sacred journey that had come into my life.

I would have to say that I’m very prepared to make my caravan dreams a reality and I find that enchantment beckons me forward to do just that! What of your dreams?

May inspiration fill your heart and hands, run down your legs and cause spontaneous dancing!

Checkout this site:  www.sistersonthefly.com

A Solstice Gift.

I AM the Sun Rising - Healing the Heartbreak

Grab your headphones and MOVE some energy!

My friend and spiritual mentor Leela Skye Jamieson released

this transmission on the Solstice 6/21/18.

Her transmission had a huge impact on me, I could feel a

blockage in my heart just release.........a release that

included three hours of crying. 

To find out more about Leela:

Love and Insight

It's a Moral Issue.

Mass Migration and Immigration - A Spiritual Perspective

What are the children of the world trying to show us?

Amanda Ellis tackles a tough issue:  the Border Children

Magic vrs. Practicality

I found myself responding to a heated conversation in a FB group yesterday.  

Typically I remove myself from these confrontational chats..........but this time

I just couldn't let it go!

Someone posted a pic of what appeared to be a nest they found inside a tree 

while out walking through the forest.

Within this nest were two large feathers standing together within this

circle.  The response from member's in this group were insane.

"they're feathers, so what"

"stop looking for something that isn't there"

"it's a birds nest - so what"

"not everything has meaning"

"sometimes we have to see things from a practical level........and this

is a birds nest"

wow, wow, wow...........

I had pondered the photo for quite sometime before responding. I shifted

my sight, using my 3rd eye.............and I saw a portal as clear as day.

Around this portal and inside were many beings all protecting this

sacred space.  The feathers represented a shamanic influence within

this sphere.  This was a special place indeed, an opening into an

alternate reality; the inner earth of nature spirits, elementals and

magic!

It is a personal message for the person that came upon this portal.

Unfortunately when she chose to share her picture and allow herself

to be vulnerable, she was closed down. I already know that this

lady knew she found a sacred space but needed validation.  We no longer need

confirmation or validation from outside ourselves.

Everything that shows up is there to help you

Right after I posted someone else wrote:  Magic is lovely, but we

must be practical!

NO WE DON'T

and that's the point of this article!

It takes but a slight shift in awareness to step into magic, why

would you choose not to?  Why would you insist on seeing

through 3d eyes with the limitation of 3d eyes........when

there's another possibility.

If we choose, we all have the power to SEE.  Allow

yourself to SEE and you will shift your awareness, with practice you

can learn to shift into magic in no time,  

or you can continue to fight for practicality.

I CHOOSE MAGIC!

Alternate Realities - Nature Spirits

Atala Dorothy Toy

I am so thrilled to have come across the work of.

Atala Dorothy Toy.  

If you resonate with Nature Spirits, Elvin, fairies, rocks

and trees - Atala is the expert!

Her website is chock full of awesome products plus

an extensive information center.

crystal-life website

Healing Crisis

Well you know a protocol is working when you're thrown into a 5 day

healing crisis!

Last Saturday I had a remote Divine Tune-Up with Keth

from Awakening-Healing.  I had called him specifically

to work with the Adamantine System of healing - a

healing modality that I was trained in and felt I needed a

boost me up to step back into the energies.

Keth works with many energetic healing modalities, so

we both agreed whatever came through was meant to be.

I felt the energies come in about an hour before our

scheduled time.  Heavy eyelids were calling me to lie down.

We had agreed that I would call Keth at 3pm to set

my intention and then he and his partner Jan would 

begin the work.

I felt the energies come in immediately in the palms

of my hands and the soles of my feet.......and then

I was gone!  I fell into a sound sleep and awoke

about an hour later, still buzzing!

Sunday arrived and I knew immediately I was

headed for a healing crisis, which lasted the

entire week, I did start to feel complete yesterday

afternoon.  

When you're in the throws of a healing crisis, it's

not fun (with many bathroom trips), but just

knowing that it's in your highest good to clean

out your system, to make room for the energy

to flow, makes it all worthwhile.

I've been working with the Admantine System

all week and feeling great and connected with

the energy. 

Awakening-Healing works with

lightworkers on their spiritual 

ascension path. You too may

feel called to work with Keth.

 

Waves of Change

Amanda Ellis - June Energy Update

So I've heard it now from a few that there are

major changes in the imminent Now.  This video

touches on some of the changes coming in.

Also, Linda Good McGillis popped in with a

short video on her FB yesterday and said something

huge is happening on Monday.

We're all definitely feeling the energies of June leading

up to the summer solstice 6/21/18. But I can't quite

put my finger on where/what this is building to.

In my life this push is helping me to step into

purpose and mission..........so the question

arises if this push is preparing me to step into

my healing abilities to be of assistance?

........and of course when I say "me", I mean all

lightworker's getting pushed into being ready

to assist humanity. 

the dress rehearsal is over

Lightbulb Moment!

Oh yes..............shifted big time over the last few days!

Prior to my dark night of the soul experience from 2007-to the present

moment, give or take, I had been on a healer's journey.  I had

amassed quite the toolbox with the study of many healing modalities. I

thought/planned on working with animals, but then the dark night

came and I soon realized I had an inside job to do on myself first.

During the time that I was planning on working with animals as

a healer - I was attracting "sick" pets into my life.  Someone

pointed out to me that they were coming in because I was a

healer.

So, do you think I would have gotten this correlation when every

person around me (the pillars in my life that I have spoken of previously)

are crashing with illnesses..........and we're not talking colds here.

********

Congestive Heart Failure - Breast Cancer - Primary Progressive

Multiple Sclerosis - Moyamoya - Strokes
********

During my session with Laura Eisenhower I brought this topic up

and said " I was unprepared for when I emerged from my dark

night then everyone around me would start crashing".  Where is

the handbook on this stuff!

She said............The strongest aspect in your chart is your Healing ability and

you're not getting why all these people are showing up around you?

Oh my God!  NO, I wasn't getting it, I wasn't looking at it from

that perspective at all.  I was actually getting quite depressed that

this was happening all around me and I was HELPLESS........ 

But I'm not helpless.....and the lightbulb went off!

Laura pointed out to me that there's a healing modality

that goes higher than Reiki (I'm paraphrasing here) and

again it clicked for me!

I studied and trained in a healing modality back in

2005 called The Adamantine System of Healing - it

is beyond powerful and in truth kept me afloat all

these years!  But I never stepped into being a

practitioner.........and now perhaps it's time!

After breaking out my manuals and just feeling

overwhelmed and wondering if I was still connected to this energy.......

I did a search on the internet I found perhaps the

only teacher that is still working with this

healing modality. 

Awakening-Healing 

I called and spoke with Keth..........and omg, it

was like connecting with soul family!  I explained

my situation and he said once calibrated(attuned)

to the Admantine System you just need to work

with the energy again.........and if you want a 

boost we also offer a Divine Tune-Up Session!

yes..........in gratitude!  How awesome does a 

Divine Tune-Up Session sound to you!!!

He also explained that teachers/practitioner's of the

Adamantine Healing System were quite rare, perhaps

a handful scattered about.  The originator of this program,

after bringing it to the States, returned to Ecuador and from

there the system just lost momentum.  So I feel truly

blessed that in 2005 I was led to do this work!

************

Before you think I'm a raving loon that bounces around

from tarot cards to healing systems, in my defense I must

say that I'm truly feeling alive again.  I haven't felt this

passion in a really long time, so I know "I'm Back"......

and coming into full embodiment of who I am, my

purpose and my mission. 


A note about Laura Eisenhower.......I watched her
evolve for quite sometime - you get to do that with a
public figure.  I watched her speak about her underworld
experience, battling the demons in her world.  One day
she started to speak of stepping into joy - and that was
her mission to help other's step into their joy. Yes,
I'm ready to do so, enough of this self suffering!  So,
keep your eye out for Laura's book to be released
soon.......it's there to help us get to JOY!

........and if you have any interest in the healing power

of the Adamantine Particles that are available for

healing in this time frame..........please get this

book!

                                                                  

Who are the circle makers?

I love what Magenta Pixie and the Nine say in this video!

Who are the circle makers?

Update: Laura Eisenhower

I had my session with Laura yesterday and it was just wonderful!

She touched on astrology, used Mother Peace tarot, her intuitive

abilities and was most generous with her knowledge.

Her reading was spot on for me and she most definitely helped

to clarify some huge issues that have been lingering in my field.

The session felt complete, although I wish I had opted for the

one hour!  

The session itself was exactly as I had imagined - plus, plus

plus!  She's able to tune in immediately and openly

offered her insight on issues.

I actually booked another session to have a reading

for my son focusing on what my role will be in

his healing (he was recently diagnosed with

Primary Progressive Multiple Sclerosis). 

I have such gratitude that she has offered her services

at a reasonable cost.

I highly recommend!

BOOK HERE 

Stepping Into an Alternate Reality

How I SEE the magic every single day in my world:

in the leaves......

a gnome appears

in the water

in the trees

tree spirit

in the fires

in the rocks

in the night air

in my livingroom

on my porch

see above the angel

and of course in the orbs

CHOOSE TO SEE!

OBSERVE!

Take random pictures to see who is with you!

One Burning Question

I have 5 days to prepare that one burning question..........for my session with

Laura Eisenhower!

I've been following Laura for awhile now, the new grounded Laura. If

you haven't checked in recently on her work, you may want

to do so.  She is exploding with wisdom; galactic, spiritual, energetic and

tying it altogther.

Laura Eisenhower Website 

So I'm pondering my question.........

What I really want to know is:

For me it's been 11 years since my dark night of the soul

experience (what Laura refers to as going into the underworld -

and rightly so!).  I don't feel as though I ever got out of that

experience.  I've had tremendous growth in my

spiritual life but could never get anything else to work; finances,

career, home, relationships...........just floundering.

So either the answer is:  this is just the way it is, or perhaps

there's been interference, or maybe I just never connected

back in.  It's as though I fell out of life and can't figure out

how to get back in.........and then again, maybe I'm not meant to.

Last year I managed to create a work from home job that has

kept me afloat, but not in a place of service.  For I had

always known that in any work environment I was put

in a place of service.  My last position as a leasing agent

with an apartment complex was the most difficult of all!  As

an empath working with a diverse population on a daily

basis just became too overwhelming for me.  Trust me,

I did a lot of service during the three years with this company.

But now I've become a recluse - not even wanting to leave

my home.  I do have phone interaction with people, but not the

look in your eye, heart to heart exchanges that provide

connection.

So, what the hell?

11 years in linear time is a long time and the years are

just passing by.

We shall see what her insight can offer and I'll update!

June Energies - The Warriors Call

June - The Warriors Call......Energy Extremes!  Amanda Ellis

5 Things to know about the June Energies

Victor Oddo

Sorrow Over a Loss

I've been working with this lovely Tea Leaf card deck by Rae Hepburn.

It's a great set of cards.......all 180 of them!  A little bulky to handle but can be managed!

Every Monday morning I choose 7 cards for the up-coming week.  They've been

so so as far as accuracy but I am enjoying the ritual part of setting time aside

to do this layout.

The card for today is Wreath - Sorrow over a loss.

In my neck of the woods it's 8am, so one would think I should

wait the day out to see what this loss could possibly be.  But I

already know.

The LOSS is me..........the loss of me, the old me.  So many

emotions have been rising in recent days due to the energies

and I'm sure the full moon got it's whack in as well.  Yes,

the mourning has been there beneath the surface for who

I was, what I did in life, what I lost - and what I gained.  Loss

of dreams , blah, blah, blah.  So this card feels most

appropriate for me today.

In these new now moment 5d energies the hardest part for me

has been letting go of dreams, goal setting, planning - anything

to do with the future.  That's been outrageously hard!  I wobble

with this one constantly.  It's a conditioning thing.  I always found

my energy by into jumping into the next "future" project, career move,

something.............and now I have to consciously stop myself and to

me it feels like a loss of hope, like I'm stuck.  But this only arises

when I'm not creating.  When I'm in creative mode I feel connected

to source, to bliss, to nothingness, to joy and then all feels right in

the world!  The moment I step out of those 5d creative energies - boom,

face on floor groveling!

Oh well on to brighter days!

I came across Fay Strachan's youtube site where she works with

all kinds of card decks and that's where I was introduced 

to my little Tea Leaf cards.

 

Full Moon May 29, 2018

Taking Care of YOU!

wow!  This is a must listen; Todd Medina and Lisa Brown Conversation.

It took me three attempts to get through the whole replay at 4 hours long!

The take away message for me was:  To take care of yourself or your energy

will get depleted - oh yes, I know this one!  

So many times at the end of the day when I know I should hop

into the tub for a sea salt bath.........my ego/mind comes up with

every reason why I shouldn't.  There were times that I would

at the very least pull out my foot bath, add some salts and just

let the energies of the day pour down and out. But recently I've

been so depleted that there's been little energy to do a thing.

But NOW is the time to take care of you, to carve out the

time you need to do just that.  This includes creative time.

My creativity comes in bursts...........either I'm all in or not.

So I'm trying to find a balance with this as well.

The 5d energies that we're all so longing for are here right now.

It's whether or not you want to step into them.  Whether you

want to see the magic.  Whether you want to operate "as if",

because that's what it's going to take to start bringing them

into your life.  

I've had moments of these energies but have

been unable to sustain them and I so wish I could be like

Lisa and spend the day in bed directing my empire!  Not

going to happen, but I can take slow steps into that direction.

Well I have taken some steps this year..........working from home,

which does allow me to set my time, rest when needed and

the ability to start a creative project.

I'm also very conscious of falling into victim/self suffering - oh yes,

ascension symptoms are very real, sometimes debilitating,

sometimes frightening - when it feels like a bolt of

lightening just went up your leg. Your mind goes to:

ok, this is it, I'm dying with some weird illness. But

Lisa says and I agree, that every single symptom, illness,

disease is here to help us, appears for our growth and

most times we cannot see the bigger picture to understand

why it's so.  So there's a huge trust element.

I also loved her take on the Dark Night of the Soul......she says

it's really the Dark Night of the Ego - speaking from

experience this is so true!  Besides being brought to my knees, losing

EVERYTHING in my world, you're brought to a point of

surrendering and letting go, whether you want to or not.  In

retrospect I'm able to see the bigger picture, but not while I

was in it!

So please, take care of yourself as we weave our way through

these new energies.

Current Transformative Energies

 Are you feeling it?

My eyes simply won't focus, feels like I'm in a cloudy haze.

My sleep is restless, waking every 2-3 hours........coming wide awake.

A little nausea, nothing dramatic.

A low grade headache just lingering beneath the surface.

Ringing in the ears.

Hearing music from the celestial realms while trying to fall asleep.

Feet burning and or tingling, same with arms and hands.
Body heat, which I call energy rushes
Feeling of being in a void - not here, not there
In a highly creative stage.
Feeling kind of loopie like I'm floating through the motions
of daily life........and I can't remember a thing from
one second to the next.

...........and the list goes on!

Linda Good McGillis did an unbelievable video dated May 8, 2018.

You can find her on facebook.

Here are a few tidbits from her wisdom and insight:

As of tomorrow Uranus transits into Taurus and 

enters a 7 year cycle, this is the time to

build a New Foundation of:

Safety

Security

Protection

Stability

It's time move into Inter-dependency not Co-dependency.

The Uranus 7 year cycle means that everything that is
inflexible will become flowing an flexible. (It's gonna
be a rough time for us Taurus folks - who just hate
change).

Everything that is not holy and pure will be shaken to it's
core.

We need to change the current dogma of spirituality.  We're
now the scribes, writing the new ancient texts for
spirituality.

This is the time of mastering your mastery.


There is so much more.......checkout the video!

Dance through it gracefully