wow! This is a must listen; Todd Medina and Lisa Brown Conversation.
It took me three attempts to get through the whole replay at 4 hours long!
The take away message for me was: To take care of yourself or your energy
will get depleted - oh yes, I know this one!
So many times at the end of the day when I know I should hop
into the tub for a sea salt bath.........my ego/mind comes up with
every reason why I shouldn't. There were times that I would
at the very least pull out my foot bath, add some salts and just
let the energies of the day pour down and out. But recently I've
been so depleted that there's been little energy to do a thing.
But NOW is the time to take care of you, to carve out the
time you need to do just that. This includes creative time.
My creativity comes in bursts...........either I'm all in or not.
So I'm trying to find a balance with this as well.
The 5d energies that we're all so longing for are here right now.
It's whether or not you want to step into them. Whether you
want to see the magic. Whether you want to operate "as if",
because that's what it's going to take to start bringing them
into your life.
I've had moments of these energies but have
been unable to sustain them and I so wish I could be like
Lisa and spend the day in bed directing my empire! Not
going to happen, but I can take slow steps into that direction.
Well I have taken some steps this year..........working from home,
which does allow me to set my time, rest when needed and
the ability to start a creative project.
I'm also very conscious of falling into victim/self suffering - oh yes,
ascension symptoms are very real, sometimes debilitating,
sometimes frightening - when it feels like a bolt of
lightening just went up your leg. Your mind goes to:
ok, this is it, I'm dying with some weird illness. But
Lisa says and I agree, that every single symptom, illness,
disease is here to help us, appears for our growth and
most times we cannot see the bigger picture to understand
why it's so. So there's a huge trust element.
I also loved her take on the Dark Night of the Soul......she says
it's really the Dark Night of the Ego - speaking from
experience this is so true! Besides being brought to my knees, losing
EVERYTHING in my world, you're brought to a point of
surrendering and letting go, whether you want to or not. In
retrospect I'm able to see the bigger picture, but not while I
was in it!
So please, take care of yourself as we weave our way through
these new energies.