Timeline Shift

My best friend of over 30+ years was also my spiritual mentor on this path. We

danced and played in the world of metaphysics for ten years before

jumping into the real work.  We're both healers.  We studiously studied

together, practiced together - there seemed no end to our seeking.

She was born psychic with full remembrance of past lives, present and future.  

I would get so confused sometimes when she would be telling a story as if it happened

in this lifetime, when it had happened in another lifetime altogether.

Her mantra for these 30+ years has been:  the end of the world scenario.

Preparing year after year for the tsunami she was sure was headed our way,

of course that was after California gets wiped out, the ring of fire gets

activated, the ice melting in Alaska..........and on and on and on.

I bought into this story for a good twenty years, she was my

teacher, my mentor - and I unknowingly gave my power away. 

Little did I know that in 2007 I was to go off and have my very own

spiritual awakening.  It took me relocating to another State to get clarity

in all areas of my life. I seriously could have done without all

the losses - breakdowns - heartaches that enveloped my dark night

of the soul experience, but it was part of my journey, I mean I planned it

and all.

There's not a doubt in my mind that in June 2009 I personally

experienced a timeline shift.  I knew immediately that this long told

story of devastation was not going to happen.  I'm not saying there

won't be any changes, for there will be but not the total wipeout

that had been the on-going story.  I also know that wherever I

am, I am protected.  It's not happenstance that we all are where

we are on this planet and so I continue to live on the east coast

of Florida, while my friend who is in an absolute frenzy keeps

packing and planning her escape.

So, how can a clairvoyant who has been on this path her entire

life not get the message that things have indeed changed?  Of course

I have tried and tried to change her mind and she's not budging.  Ascension,

what's that?  5d, what the hell are you talking about?  Florida won't

get wiped out by a tsunami.........well good luck with that, I guess you

plan on drowning.  

So what happened? 

Timeline Shift

There is no other explanation. I am as fierce in my convictions

as she is in hers and I find our friendship dwindling and it's so painful. The

vibrational disconnect is as real as it gets.

She also had an appointment with the shamanic healer I recently spoke of,

her appointment was before mine.  You see my friend has advanced breast

cancer and I have been calling all over trying to find alternative healers

to help her. She came out of this session telling me that she had told the

shamanic healer she needed to move, get off the coast of Florida and

she was sure she had convinced her to move to New Mexico.

When I arrived for my appointment the shamanic healer said to me:  so

do you believe Florida is going to get wiped out?  My response......

how does that feel to you?  Does it feel like 5d energy, does it feel

like forward moving energy?

She responded that she had gotten caught up in the negative energy

for a split second before coming to the same conclusion. And she

said to me,  

you need to know that not everyone is going to 5d. 

There are those who chose to stay behind in 3d 

and to have that experience.

and so it is

 

Magical Dimensions Oracle Cards

I love, love the Magical Dimensions Oracle Cards by Lightstar!

As I unwrapped the cards from the package the first word I heard was

INTEGRITY

Everything you don't like about most Oracle card decks, you will love about

Magical Dimensions Oracle Cards! 

There's no doubt that Lightstar is walking this path with clarity and integrity.

The box opens like a treasured jewelry box, on the inside cover is a protection  

symbol to keep your cards clear at all times.  The cards are numbered, no longer do

you have to fumble through booklets to read the card meaning. There are suggested 
crystals, essences and color rays offered to work with each card.

..........and the artwork, which is personally done by Lightstar is

so activating and light language filled. 

 Here's a fav of mine!  Look at the light emanating from this card! 

Be sure to checkout her youtube channel she offers so many light

language activations.........and they're off the charts!

Shamanic Healing

I had made an appointment for a session with a Shamanic Healer.  Our

plan was to work through me to send healing to my 7 year old grand-daughter, 

for whatever was in her highest good.

The morning of the session I heard the word

FORTIFY

and I knew immediately that this healing session was for me. 

It's kind of the theory of grab the oxygen mask for yourself before

you can be of any assistance to anyone else - and I got the

message loud and clear.

It makes sense really since I know for a fact that after my harrowing

10 year dark night of the soul experience,  that my adrenals are shot.

My life force energy is down, my balance is off and I walked into

the session telling this to the healer.

Sure enough, my lower back was so completely out of whack that

I couldn't even stand on one foot.  We love to just store all

of our emotional energies in that area of the back just below

the waist. 

Taking her medicine stick she immediately cleared this stuck energy.

I was shocked, I had never seen or experienced such a swift

healing modality.

Next I found myself in a sort of hypnotic state as she walked me

through meeting my guide who wanted to come through

and assist me in this now time.  Her name is Charlie, she's young

and playful, very magical and we ended up in a crystal healing

dome with a spring reflection pool.

I AM a SEER

More than anything this shaman gave me validation.  Seriously, who

can you tell that you're a Seer - that you see spirits, fairies, unicorns,

animals........in water, in clouds, in crystals, in anything reflective.

She's a Seer too...........and so much came together for me in that

one session.  It was like an explosion of realizations all at once.  

Five days later and I'm still basking in the energies!  I can stand on

one foot too and overall I'm feeling stronger within my physical body - I

feel I'm on the road of fortifying myself.

Dark Night of the Soul ad Nauseum

I am just starting to get my head above water after an

on again off again ten year dark night of the soul experience.  

Little did I know that I was then to be witness to every single person

in my soul family going through their own dark night.

Where's the guide book for this part of the journey?

.........and please, intellectually I certainly realize that

everyone has their own path, as I have mine. It certainly

doesn't make this experience any more palatable.

As I dabble in 5d, there's a continual
breakdown in 3d

There is so much suffering around me, mostly to the unaware and
those who are so steeped in the 3d structure. Awakening
through illness is not a path that I chose but seems that is
the path chosen by my immediate family.

In the past year my family members have had heart issues,
strokes, breast cancer and most recently a diagnosis of
Multiple Sclerosis. (This would be the main reason for my
on again off again blog writing this past year).

I really don't understand my role in all this suffering.
I can't imagine myself blurting out "it's ok, I've seen unicorns,
fairies, wizards, spirits in the 5d realm that is here right now".

Someone in a mode of suffering doesn't want to hear my babblings.

I know that I'm supposed to be the observer, the witness to all that's
unfolding but I have no idea how to tell someone who is
suffering to step into the magic, because it's here.

.......and I ask you, where is the JOY in all this ascension business when
one is surrounded by so much pain?