I am just starting to get my head above water after an
on again off again ten year dark night of the soul experience.
Little did I know that I was then to be witness to every single person
in my soul family going through their own dark night.
Where's the guide book for this part of the journey?
.........and please, intellectually I certainly realize that
everyone has their own path, as I have mine. It certainly
doesn't make this experience any more palatable.
As I dabble in 5d, there's a continual
breakdown in 3d
There is so much suffering around me, mostly to the unaware and
those who are so steeped in the 3d structure. Awakening
through illness is not a path that I chose but seems that is
the path chosen by my immediate family.
In the past year my family members have had heart issues,
strokes, breast cancer and most recently a diagnosis of
Multiple Sclerosis. (This would be the main reason for my
on again off again blog writing this past year).
I really don't understand my role in all this suffering.
I can't imagine myself blurting out "it's ok, I've seen unicorns,
fairies, wizards, spirits in the 5d realm that is here right now".
Someone in a mode of suffering doesn't want to hear my babblings.
I know that I'm supposed to be the observer, the witness to all that's
unfolding but I have no idea how to tell someone who is
suffering to step into the magic, because it's here.
.......and I ask you, where is the JOY in all this ascension business when
one is surrounded by so much pain?
As I dabble in 5d, there's a continual
breakdown in 3d
There is so much suffering around me, mostly to the unaware and
those who are so steeped in the 3d structure. Awakening
through illness is not a path that I chose but seems that is
the path chosen by my immediate family.
In the past year my family members have had heart issues,
strokes, breast cancer and most recently a diagnosis of
Multiple Sclerosis. (This would be the main reason for my
on again off again blog writing this past year).
I really don't understand my role in all this suffering.
I can't imagine myself blurting out "it's ok, I've seen unicorns,
fairies, wizards, spirits in the 5d realm that is here right now".
Someone in a mode of suffering doesn't want to hear my babblings.
I know that I'm supposed to be the observer, the witness to all that's
unfolding but I have no idea how to tell someone who is
suffering to step into the magic, because it's here.
.......and I ask you, where is the JOY in all this ascension business when
one is surrounded by so much pain?