Pillars in my Life Are Crumbling

 Have you ever been in shock?  That's how this feels, my world has been rocked.

In the past two years five pillars in my world have departed this earth.  I feel totally lost and in shock.

Somebody please wake me up.

My father died.  My Uncle died.  My best friend, spiritual mentor died.  There were two women I befriended in recent years and they too died.  All passed between 2020 and 2022.

What happens when it all comes tumbling down?

What I'm experiencing is the "loss of my story".  All of these people were part of my story and now those pieces are gone, well at least within the 3d realm. I feel naked, bare and lost as I stumble through my journey.  

I look for signs from the after life and boy did a huge one just show up!

There are no coincidences.

I happened to see an interview that has changed my life!

ICU Nurse DISCOVERS Ancient CELTIC Mysticism to Help LOST SOULS Cross-Over to HEAVEN! | Judy Hilyard

Judy Hilyard was a nurse for 45 years and when she retired she wanted to help people who were dying to transition.  This is an incredible story and truly helped to shift my beliefs on death and dying.

BUT, what really got to me is that this was "my sign" I was waiting for since my friend passed in 2020.  KZ was my spiritual mentor for 35 years (I'll write more on this in a separate post).  We were soul sisters, kindred spirits and perhaps worked together during many lifetimes.

KZ was a CNA, but her "real" work was helping people transition during death.  She would share stories that would leave me in a blubber of tears.  She, on the other hand was happy for the people and I never understood why.  Now I understand.

Judy Hilyard wrote a book "Soul Companion" - which is a must read!  I devoured this book in a matter of hours.  

I'm no longer fearful of death or what's on the other side.