I remember early in my spiritual journey I just couldn't read enough!
I was completely saturated with information and the wanting
to know more and more and more......
...........and then I suppose I went through an integration period, as
I lost all desire to know another thing. My head was exploding
with information, but it soon became clear that I needed to
have my very own experiences - to know.
Did I ever! Yes, so many experiences came into my life and
what I find truly amazing is that these experiences were not
something I read about in a book, but fully experienced.
There's a difference! There will come a time on the
spiritual path that you too will have your very own
experiences and then you will understand that everyone's
journey is unique and individual to them, with many
winding roads.
But what I am finding now is the rabbit holes I choose to
venture into these days - as with the Patty Greer material, are
bringing in the puzzle pieces to my many unanswered questions.
So Spirit Leads and I follow!
My dream for 20 years has been to travel to all the
sacred sites within the United States, including
venturing into crop circles. IT'S BEEN A
DREAM THAT HAS BEEN SIMMERING
BELOW THE SURFACE.
Delving into the crop circle material that Patty
Greer offers, I find my passion re-ignited once
again. Maybe this is why Spirit led
me down this path.
Out of sight, out of mind
There's only been a sprinkling of new crop
circles popping up in recent years. So there's not
much talk going on about them. I've got
to know - I've got to feel this energy! It's like my body
is pulling me in that direction.
I just don't know how to make this happen. I'm not
a young chicken anymore and can't imagine myself
living out of a camper, off the grid with my dog and
bird.
Fear is one thing, but STUPID is quite another!
I don't particularly fear about my safety - after living
3 years on 3 acres of land, on a dead end dirt road
in the middle of the woods, I never experienced
fear and always felt protected.
But traveling alone from State to State and the
untold problems that could happen - now that
overwhelms me! I can see myself stranded on a secluded road,
having to call a tow truck, getting into a tow truck
with my dog and bird cage - well this could present
all kinds of trouble.
So, only time will tell if I push through this fear and
head off to parts unknown!
.....and what of my books! I can't leave them behind!